Turning to bad

What happened, everything r changed suddenly. They should go in order, but now r turning to bad. Plz don't fool me around like last time you did it to me, my lord.

I break ur heart once again

I break ur heart once again, my dear parents.
I didn't mean it.

You told me if you both were not met each other before then I would not be exist.
I responded thats ok, cuz I dont care I get birth to the earth or not.
I didn't realize that you would feel sad when those words came out from my mouth.
You asked me, do I  despise my daddy.
Unfortunately, yes, I do.

I did hate why you said those words out at that time, I can still recall the image of that day, my dear father. Most of time you are a good talker, know how to catch a attention from your friends. But it seems be useless to me or to our family.

I hate when u made a bad decision, a bad choice or a bad topic to start a conversation, and you didn't admit it, still feel you are right. And always told me I am to young to understand this.

I do love you, my dear parents, I do.
But if I could not exist in this world, in this miserable world, I am fine. I am fine. 

天氣總算跟上節氣了

這星期應該就是徹底的變天了吧。
冷風加上勁雨。

雖說昨天提早看了這週天氣預報，非常好！
持續下雨一個星期，而且氣溫降到20度以下。

不過今天一早起床，雖然感到涼意，抖抖抖的穿著衣服。
出門發現其實沒有下雨，好吧！
偷懶不開車，騎著小藍出門。