I break ur heart once again

I break ur heart once again, my dear parents.
I didn't mean it.

You told me if you both were not met each other before then I would not be exist.
I responded thats ok, cuz I dont care I get birth to the earth or not.
I didn't realize that you would feel sad when those words came out from my mouth.
You asked me, do I  despise my daddy.
Unfortunately, yes, I do.

I did hate why you said those words out at that time, I can still recall the image of that day, my dear father. Most of time you are a good talker, know how to catch a attention from your friends. But it seems be useless to me or to our family.

I hate when u made a bad decision, a bad choice or a bad topic to start a conversation, and you didn't admit it, still feel you are right. And always told me I am to young to understand this.

I do love you, my dear parents, I do.
But if I could not exist in this world, in this miserable world, I am fine. I am fine.